Kau yang punya

i miss you, baby

Long distance, waiting, hoping and wishing ;
these words match me perfectly.

being far away from your loved one is not something most of us
have to face.

Sometimes you dream of having your own private jet so
that you can meet your beloved one, immediately, any time.

Sometimes you wish to have your own time machine and so you can fast forward
the time to when you are at the airport, waiting for your partner's arrival.

Sometimes you ask yourselves why the hell you're still here and not pursuing
your studies with him/her.

Sometimes you wonder how you wish to be a superhero character and fly to
your partner's place.

Sometimes you hope for a miracle to happen.

Sometimes you wonder how he/she is doing over there.

Sometimes you wonder will he/she cheats on you.

but MOST OF THE TIME,

you wish him/her to be alright
because you want what's best for him/her.

Now i am back in utp, and the boyfriend of mine is going back to Melbourne
soon.
and the sad part is ;
he doesn't know when he will come back again. oh great~

i had the happiest 2 weeks of my life with him during the holidays
and for godsake, why why why why he has to go back that early. It's not that
i love to whine, i should be grateful that he came back but still,

I WANT TO BE WITH HIM 24/7 :(

yet i know,
all the hopes and wishes won't come to me, directly

because this is life.

and LIFE IS NOT WHAT YOU SEE IN FILM, LIFE IS MUCH HARDER.

and this one little part of my life is called, sadness.